Rejection Sucks

"Dear Minority Midwife,


I was impressed with..

yada yada yada 


Good Luck in your career,
Head Midwife"

So I got the official email word today.

It sucks.

And I seriously doubt I will be spending money (or that will allow my family to graciously spend the money) to fly out and interview anywhere else after having two phone interviews ever again. You're  going to have to offer me the job, or fly me there yourself.

I simply can't afford it.

I am trying to avoid the whole "what happened between our phone conversations, the interview, and the breakfast that we had 3 days later to make you change your mind?" game because it's a waste of time.

I've been interviewing for non-midwifery jobs because I need a break.... and a paycheck... before these loans come knockin hard at my door.